I hope i see you soon, cause your fond of me and i am fond of you

so..apparently everyone has one of these blog things. Probably no one will read this, but i am ok with that. This is the interworkings of my head, it may not make sense but this is what goes on in my head and in my life. So here is my life for your entertainment.

So i dont know where to start so ill start with today. So last night a weird number called me and woke me up and because i was asleep i answered. No one there, or atleast i think no one was there. But i have a problem with sleeptalking/sleeptexting so i dont really remember what happened. I dont appreciate people calling me so late. Today I had school and i realized that school is no bueno..then i had a fabulous dinner date with my bestie melissa. We went to texas roadhouse where we had yummy rolls and lots of food. Every week or so we do our little dates cause we dont see eachother much, which is very sad. We are both busy with school and work and boys. But i love her very much and i am so grateful she is my best friend and always there for me. We had a good therapy session about life, which i miss those from when we usedto be roomies. And stay up late laughing and all the random moments we had. We wanted to go hot tubbing but then realzied melissa didnt have a swim suit, we thought about going in the nude or in the underwears but after thinking about for a while we decided not to.

I hate when your driving in your car and you don't remember how you got to that point..you dont remember driving. That happened to me today. I also hate when your listening to your music and a song comes on and half way through the song you realize they are singing in japanese and dont know how it got on you ipod. That happened to me today to. My life has these moments where i dont know how i got to where i am or i dont realize whats happening till halfway through it. My life is confusing and half the time I do not understand it or how I got here. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I love it.

You know the saying when life hands you lemons make lemonade? life is throwing lemons at me and I have to stand there and deal with it. Not tossed, thrown! It is one of those days when for a moment you miss someone or something, but not sure what or who it is. Or when everything seems to go right but it doesn't feel right. It doesn't make sense i know, but to me it does. In my crazy little head it makes sense. The good is mixed in with the bad and it's all very confusing. Some day my life will make sense, and ill figure it all out. Until then, ill enjoy the ride.

I just realized how much I miss the backstreet boys. They where a good time! You cannot say you didnt like the backstreet boys even a little.. because you would be lying to yourself. oh the days of boy bands, those where simple times. And my mind continues to have random thoughts and ideas running through my head. But its time to catch up on my favorite show criminal minds, which i am so glad i have found. Even though it gives me nightmares and makes me on edge all the time for crazy serial killers. I love it. I always think people are serial killers now thanks to that show.

Just a last thought for the night:

Robert Louis Stevenson once said, "You cannot run away from a weakness; you must sometimes fight it out or perish. And if that be so, why not now, and where you stand?"