6 and three quarters.

Have you ever heard the expression the best things in life are free? Well, that expression's true. Everything amazing in my life is the little things that we don't realize everyday. Life comes and goes and where it's headed no one knows. :)

Summer is almost here! And I am so excited!! I am so excited to lay in the sun and have no worries! I love love love summer!! I love shorts, driving with the window down, eating crushed ice with a spoon, late nights, summer camping trips, and playing with friends. Last summer was a blast, I probably was a little distracted with a boy...and I must apologize to her for that. But I still loved it.

In case anyone was wondering me and melissa have been practicing our tennis skills.. Here we come Wimbledon!!! holla!! We will be amazing again! So take that..

I just want to say how much I love old people. They are full of great wisdom and knowledge. I work with them and I absolutely love them. I have worked with them for 3 years and I have learned so much from them. They have some of the most amazing life stories. They are so strong and brave. I've met so many amazing people and made great friends. I caught one of the old ladies today without her teeth in, she was the cutest thing i have ever seen in my life. I wanted to put her in my pocket and take her home. All she does is smile all the time. There have been 5 of the people where I work who have influenced me more then anyone. All but one has passed away and I miss them very much. Oh old people...how I love them. I learned from one of them today that it is OK if my boyfriend knocked me up then left, because someone else will come along instead to take me to dinner...its OK I don't know what she was saying either.

General conference is this weekend and I am super excited!

• Number 1 i get to sleep in.
• B i get to watch general conference
• 3 General conference party Saturday night
• and d its Easter and everyone knows what that means!? Easter bunny is coming!

The Easter bunny has always scared me though... I never fully accepted the idea of a giant freakin bunny coming in my house while I was asleep. That was a no bueno with me! And he hid candy..in eggs, where does he get the eggs? It's all confusing to me.. but oh wells. It will be a fabulous week I hope! :)

I just want to say happy birthday to my beautiful sister!! I love you petra! and now that your old(23), I am sorry to say it's all downhill now for you! jk! but Hope you have a fabulous birthday tomorrow!!! maybe just maybe ill get you a present if your lucky...maybe a lapdance..if your lucky. Thats what I give as presents fyi. Just playin! Happy Birthday SISTER!! I LOVE YOU!!

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My new favorite song this week is By The Early November called out of my league.

pss. i love rain! please rain?! Because it makes me so happy! Thanks for tuning in to another update of what goes on in paigers head!!

Its not you its me, i dont like you

My thought for the day:
Stepping up. It's a simple concept. It basically means to rise above yourself; to do a little more Life's funny sometimes; it can push pretty hard like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back like when your best friend leaves you alone like when you pull the trigger or light the flame and you can't take it back. Like I said, in sports they call this 'stepping up'. In life, I call it pushing back. So I have decided lately to push back. To push back at all the trials that life throws at me. And to be grateful for them and pray for more. :) because there is nothing else you can really do is there? So everyone who reads my weird blog and my weird thoughts make sure your stepping up. :)

so yesterday me and heather decided to not eat sugar..we will see how long that lasts. So far i have done good! one day down! go me! I found a new love today and it is wakey wakey. Amazing music!!

whats somebody like you doing in a place like this?

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
Things I have recently learned:

• don't regret anything
• everything happens for a reason
• don't dwell on the bad things
• love every moment and live it up
• Bad things happen to everyone
  
• be grateful for your trials

on a less serious note it is spring break this week! and it had been awesome! i love not having school! its fabulous! me and Melissa took some of our little friends to the dinosaur museum. We learned all about fossils, and taradactiles. I ate a huge ice cream Sunday and it made me sick. Then me and Melissa decided to go hot tubing..but the water was cold and it wasn't heating up. But it was to cold to get out so we sat in the freezing tub of water for like a half hour. Good times!

Sunday I played a fabulous game of baseball, with my sister, brother and cuh cuh shelbey. I make quite the catcher.

So i have recently become obsessed with Joshua James and fink. They say everything I'm feeling...well mostly. But they are great music! I've been reading Chelsey handlers new book. And I must say its so so funny!! I love it!

Well today I discovered a new fear..i hate automatic car washes. You know the ones where you put your car in neutral and it just rolls your car through? Well today was my first time in one of those...i did not like it! well first this little man sprayed my car and as my car started rolling through he waved goodbye..That's what freaked me out. Then I started remembering all the scary movies involved in car washes. The final destination and the Crazies came into my mind. So I don't think i will be going to a car wash anytime soon.. I got a free car freshener out of it so that helped.
I'm sure I have much more to say, and many more stories but I cant think of it. I went for a run and I'm very tired now. Well thanks to all you who read about my random life! :)

I hope i see you soon, cause your fond of me and i am fond of you

so..apparently everyone has one of these blog things. Probably no one will read this, but i am ok with that. This is the interworkings of my head, it may not make sense but this is what goes on in my head and in my life. So here is my life for your entertainment.

So i dont know where to start so ill start with today. So last night a weird number called me and woke me up and because i was asleep i answered. No one there, or atleast i think no one was there. But i have a problem with sleeptalking/sleeptexting so i dont really remember what happened. I dont appreciate people calling me so late. Today I had school and i realized that school is no bueno..then i had a fabulous dinner date with my bestie melissa. We went to texas roadhouse where we had yummy rolls and lots of food. Every week or so we do our little dates cause we dont see eachother much, which is very sad. We are both busy with school and work and boys. But i love her very much and i am so grateful she is my best friend and always there for me. We had a good therapy session about life, which i miss those from when we usedto be roomies. And stay up late laughing and all the random moments we had. We wanted to go hot tubbing but then realzied melissa didnt have a swim suit, we thought about going in the nude or in the underwears but after thinking about for a while we decided not to.

I hate when your driving in your car and you don't remember how you got to that point..you dont remember driving. That happened to me today. I also hate when your listening to your music and a song comes on and half way through the song you realize they are singing in japanese and dont know how it got on you ipod. That happened to me today to. My life has these moments where i dont know how i got to where i am or i dont realize whats happening till halfway through it. My life is confusing and half the time I do not understand it or how I got here. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I love it.

You know the saying when life hands you lemons make lemonade? life is throwing lemons at me and I have to stand there and deal with it. Not tossed, thrown! It is one of those days when for a moment you miss someone or something, but not sure what or who it is. Or when everything seems to go right but it doesn't feel right. It doesn't make sense i know, but to me it does. In my crazy little head it makes sense. The good is mixed in with the bad and it's all very confusing. Some day my life will make sense, and ill figure it all out. Until then, ill enjoy the ride.

I just realized how much I miss the backstreet boys. They where a good time! You cannot say you didnt like the backstreet boys even a little.. because you would be lying to yourself. oh the days of boy bands, those where simple times. And my mind continues to have random thoughts and ideas running through my head. But its time to catch up on my favorite show criminal minds, which i am so glad i have found. Even though it gives me nightmares and makes me on edge all the time for crazy serial killers. I love it. I always think people are serial killers now thanks to that show.

Just a last thought for the night:

Robert Louis Stevenson once said, "You cannot run away from a weakness; you must sometimes fight it out or perish. And if that be so, why not now, and where you stand?"